Friday, December 24, 2021
I miss you already, grammie. I never thought Id see the day where we would lose you. For some reason, I thought you would just always be here. Regret has started to set in. I wish I called you more, I wish I visited you more. I hope you know I love you so much!! You gave us so much! Its because of you and grandpa that the girls and I saw so much, experienced so many new things and why we have such happy memories. Niagara falls, I still laugh when I think of you pointing out the naked lady in the tub on the side of the road. (I wonder if thats still there!) The ice cream Sundays grandpa made us! Oooooohhh!! Haha!! Lord. Just when we thought they were complete, out came more toppings! And how did we thank him Wild hair styles! You painted our nails even though dad got mad. I remember hiding my fingers.. you took us to see Christmas lights, we went to so many amusement parks. Claws and paws, that was the best day! You loved us unconditionally. Without judgement. Even when I rebelled. Even with my piercings, tattoos and crazy hair colors, you still loved me. I was still “baby” “Danny”. . You were the first and now the last to ever call me Danny. No one else could and now, no one else will be aloud to. I feel by ending this, Im letting you go all over again. I wish I knew everything was perfect in heaven. I wish I could get a post card like the ones you always sent from FL. I hope you send signs.. I hope I feel you around me. I wish I could remeber more than what happened last night. Ill always remember your “I love you all.”. Ill always remember how ready you were. How brave you were. You werent scared at all. Youre the strongest woman Ive ever known. Without shedding a tear, asked the Lord to take you home. Tell great Gramma I think if her all the time, that I love and miss her. Tell my grandpa wess that I miss and love him!! Tell grandpa al I miss and love him to!! I love you so much, grammie. . watch over all of us. Like 2
